listen my life (III)
The story of lost human.

Released on: 2023-05-02


Description:
On May 2, 2020, one of the biggest events in the life of PROJECT NEK happened - a split into 518 personalities, as a result of which ORIGINAL NEK - that carefree, cheerful, fragile boy - was brutally murdered, and the 518 formed personalities, embittered against each other, were abandoned to their fate. This day is the second hardest day in the life of PROJECT NEK.

The music album is released on the occasion of the three-year anniversary of the event and contains the emotions of anger, hatred, resentment and melancholy that I felt exactly three years ago.

The cover of the music album vividly depicts the "armed conflict" of that time between 7 groups of PROJECT NEK personalities: nya.kore, Nek, krnqlh, QWQLQH., ankres, NSOKRLJAGSADT and nisuleen.
nya.kore is all that is left after ORIGINAL NEK is killed. ankres and NSOKRLJAGSADT are standing near nya.kore kneeling, with knives in their hands on the left and right respectively. krnqlh stands to the right of NSOKRLJAGSADT, looking at him with bewilderment and sadness. QWQLQH. standing directly in front of the camera on his left with a knife, threatening anyone who interacts with him. Nek, standing in front of the camera on the right, tries to cover what is happening in the background. This feud will continue until the end of 2022.

V01c3s is the album intro, which features the voices that alarmed me at the time and called for ORIGINAL NEK to commit murder.

Helium - an energetic time before that event. High spirits, productive days, the onset of spring.

Latency - the same energetic time before the event. The same high spirits, productive days and the onset of spring.

flashbacks_20200502-1 - memories of that very day. The composition contains a fragment of a post published in my profile in VK (VKontakte) application on May 2, 2020, where I expressed all my feelings accumulated in me at that moment. In particular, this interlude contains an introduction and a Coronavirus paragraph.

Spring is coming 23 is a remaster of my track "Spring is coming" from the music album "listen my life: my inner world", released on June 14, 2020.

keep being sick - the voices I've been hearing since May 2nd, 2020.

a417.h10.c9 is the continuation of "a417.h10.c8" from the music album "listen my life (II)", which is the album that ends.

ur are my emotions and feelings towards Snezhana at the moment of July 5th, 2022.

be with me 23 - remaster of my composition "be with me", released on October 14, 2020.

flashbacks_20200502-2 is a continuation of flashbacks. This interlude contains the item "marital status".

cortisssol - the bonus track for the album, written especially for those who liked the track "Spring is coming 23".

Malina is a tale of the filthy, dirty, obscene, cruel and forbidden things that people can do when they are in an unhealthy relationship.

rejected in access - The new sound I heard for the first time in the spring of 2020. Also my first and rather unsuccessful attempt to write a Phonk song.

crimson dreams - a long and painful dream about the most horrible and cruel things in the world.

my love emotions (Awakesy! and PROJECT NEK Remix) - those love emotions I'm feeling right now. I hear a scream or a cry or a laugh or a confusion.

fast response - the chaos of thoughts in my head consisting of mathematical and physical formulas, calculations, equations.

identity disintegr4T10& - an interlude showing exactly how the 518 personality disintegrated from the comand's point of view.

flashbacks_20200502-3 - continuation of flashbacks. This interlude contains the item "Autism".

unbearable licking of cicadas - the sound of the song is very reminiscent of the stress I was under from April to July 2020.

something in the dark - a big nightmare in the night. Screams of despair, heavy crying and sinister laughter. In short, fear and excitement envelope the whole track.

degrading sector is a sequel to the track "infected sector" from the album "listen my life (II)". Upon listening to the track it evokes feelings of nostalgia and incomprehensible longing for the childhood.

dr34m1ng - bonus composition to the album, which also evokes nostalgia and incomprehensible longing for the past.

high power energy - a look into the future with a lot of hope and belief in the best, as well as the desire to channel a lot of energy in the right direction. This is my most successful attempt at writing a composition in the Breakcore genre at the time of this release.

4w4k3n1ng is a bonus track for the album, written and dedicated to the very important musician Awakesy!

flashbacks_20200502-4 - the conclusion of the flashbacks. This interlude contains the item "Unwilling to Live" and the conclusion.

trying to forget childhood is the title speaks for itself. A sad and slow melody that makes you think about your past, about your bad or maybe even good deeds.

NSCF_H10C16B2.NID is an interlude, a dream that contains the emotions and feelings of deep fear and distress that I experienced throughout the spring and summer of 2020. Is the real sound of one of my dreams.

Dawn Of Darkness - the dawn of darkness, which occurred in the early spring of 2020 and is growing to colossal proportions.

some childhood memories - an interlude based on a fragment of a video I recorded back on 21 December 2013.

some unknown rooms - a fictional walk down a corridor in my head, incidentally visiting 'rooms of memories', which eventually become unrecognisable. The journey then becomes nothing more than a pointless attempt to recognise these rooms.

Forgiveness and farewell is the album's outro. In the beginning, snippets of medical equipment can be heard. Then ORIGINAL NEK forgives 518 individuals for killing him, and... dies.

© 2023, PROJECT NEK